Monday, August 22, 2005

ANGRY



I am hating the blog world today.
I am hating the way it reminds me of high school.
I am hating that I care about the blog world.
I am hating Blogger.

I am hating not knowing whether or not now is the right time to try to get pregnant.
I am hating the pain.
I am hating the lack of money.
I am hating my piece of shit camera.

I am hating cancer.
I am hating the feeling of helplessness.
I am hating the uncertainty.
I am hating not knowing whether or not he will live to meet my child(ren).


Today, I Pretty Much Hate Everything.

posted by Torrie at Monday, August 22, 2005 |

12 Comments:

Commented by  Torrie:

I'm crying

Thank you Tracy.

6:03 PM 

Commented by  c:

I love my blogsister Torrie, too
I love how she compliments me on my parenting
I love how she thinks she's old
I love that she is willing and eager to meet me, even though she doesn't know me from a hole in the wall
I love that she's a vegetarian and that she cares so much it hurts
I don't love that she's upset and hurt and scared and offended.

8:51 PM 

Commented by  Anonymous:

I love my blogtwinsister Torrie because she is honest, completely, unflinchingly honest. And real. And beautiful.

9:04 PM 

Commented by  Elizabeth:

Don't let the petty shit get you down (blogger and the high school-ish crap). The pregnancy stuff I can relate to so if you ever want to vent more in depth with someone who can understand, my door is open.

9:07 PM 

Commented by  Random and Odd:

I love my blog friend Torrie because she's there for me when I am sad.
I love that she calls me when I need to hear a friendly voice.
I love that I know if I need a smile I can go through your archives and find a funny story, or reread something that made me giggle.
I love that Dexter is just a Flickr click away.
I love that If I ever found myself in New York that I would have a place to stay with open arms.
I love that if I could hang out with you in person, you wouldn't judge me.

I love that your here.

9:25 PM 

Commented by  Candy:

I just love you.

10:15 PM 

Commented by  Random and Odd:

yes you are fuzzball!!

11:16 PM 

Commented by  Katy Barzedor:

It's not all high school out here, girl. Some of us are still stuck in grade school.
Wanna borrow my highlighters?

8:31 AM 

Commented by  Unknown:

I'm thinking about you and hoping you find some answers soon.

8:52 AM 

Commented by  Nilbo:

You have a lot of friends out here feelin' your pain, darlin'. It doesn't make the pain go away. But it's good to know you're not facing this all alone.

9:57 AM 

Commented by  Anonymous:

I love you Torrie. Big hugs to you! I really like what Kristine said...she could hang out and wouldnt be judged. I feel the same way.

I love you.

11:13 AM 

Commented by  Sarcomical:

blogger does suck. so they say.

and all the other stuff? i don't know what to say except i'm fairly new but yet i think you're awesome and smart and funny. and that whatever is going on you seem like you are going to be strong enough to get through it. ;)

1:09 AM 

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